Posts

Showing posts from February, 2011

Karma

We met in 2007, little did I know I would fall so hard for someone less than a year later. We shouldn't have crossed the line but he was so convincing...it should be a sin to let 1 person have that much control over you! And that is exactly what I said about his then girlfriend and my friend...how stupid she was to be in love with someone so far away, and how ignorant she looked dedicating herself to someone who really didn't care about her. I talked all that foolishness until I experienced him. He stole my heart, not at first though...you see I would never cross a line like that, betray a friends trust? It was so deceitful, and dishonest...but until you've actually been with him you will NEVER understand! I was no longer thinking in control...I had lost TOTAL control, I loved him so much I played 2nd for two WHOLE years faithfully...I didn't date at all. Things had gotten so bad, I'd cry every time he had to leave to be with her, but not because of her...because I ...